When you're messing with my head...

i am happy and at the same time scared that someday i will feel lost and vulnerable.

when you're messing with my head i have a hard time breathing, hear my pounding heart in my ear, my hands get cold and sweaty then i see a mental picture of you and i gasp for air. i try to get you out of my system but for the life of me, i just can't. most of the time, it just doesnt work cause you know how to work your way around me even when i have tucked you deep into my mind. i guess this is not just one of those fleeting moments. this is something long term. i actually like it and have not regretted anything.

we've been together 5 years and up until today and i know tomorrow and the next day after that i will feel the same because it hasnt changed since. our plans and our decisions may have taken us different directions but we're still getting there. i know we'll be together real soon.

you still happen to me and its always been like that.

i think i just fell in love with you even if i am already in love with you.