me?

It helps me create happy thoughts. It makes me say it feels good to be alive. Helps me get through a busy day specially when all I do for 9 hours at work is think that my feet will only get hurt at the end of a 12 hour shift. It makes me stop, think (for a split second) and I smile. Even if I am like this at some point though it creates unnecessary anxiety I thought I only had back then when everything was blurry and incomplete.

I am blindly following a feeling. I am human.